I finally decided to get back on here and start updating more often like I used to.  I'm just never on the computer and if I am, its only for a few minutes and not enough boredom to sit here and type up an entry.  But I'll try to get on here and update more. 

Things have been different for me, and its kind of scaring me.  New people coming into my life making me happy and I'm getting nervous because since things have been going well, that its just gonna fall right out from my hands.   I don't want to go back feeling like I did last year again.

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

School needs to be over now.  Or a break needs to get here quick.  I'm getting lazy again and I just need a break for more than a weekend off of school.  My grades are good, I'm just getting tired.  Next semesters gonna be a bitch because I'll have to get a job.  I don't really have to, but it'll be nice having money coming in.